My thoughts and writings

 My day started with ego is the enemy being pressed in my mind on my way to solar to go print my documents. Then on getting to aro hospital, my body and my fitness was on my mind and now until I got the revelation that I want to be greater than all those that have neglected me did I get into a flow state and came back home when my dad showed me a strategy in forex that we would soon start using and I would update you how that goes.  It even got me into a much more flow state and there I know money is important, or maybe it's the dopamine rush I get more like hitting the lottery.

 Today August 21st, I started my day with some push ups and decided to go very early to work, but got to work still at the same time i do get to work 7:30am thereabout, met my street niggas along the way and we related. Got to the ward and got complaints from Nurse Oyolola about Mr Nureni Sunday and later went to his side to talk to him about it before pacifying him. I took over from the night nurses and me and sister osunjimi worked together, I even set an infusion line very well and gave IM injection very well, I was in a good mood maybe because of the year workout I did in the morning which i still repeated at night for motivation to finish the rest of my day, during the day I practiced the ego is the enemy and made me stay with Pelumi before I walked her home and we had a heart to heart conversation where she said she liked me and we shared a kiss and we agreed to take things slowly because she wasn't ready for commitment right now which I understood because I have been in the ...

 Today I read about bishop Wayne Malcolm topic about stronghold then the spirit moved me to talk about a stronghold in my mind to my mom and I told her that i didn't feel good enough and with her examples and spiritual guidance she made me see things i didn't see before, I don't know if I am totally free from the strong hold but am sure getting there and it's sooner than later. Might be today, might be tonight. But as I lay down to pray to God and mark my attendance in the spirit I hope he have mercy on me and enable me with his grace. I also discovered that I had discipline especially from my dad, he taught me discipline

 I dreamt of becoming a very rich man, not just rich but wealthy and I know that's the grace I got from the redemption camp, spiritual blessing and gifts are real. Today's duty shift was okay, I had an intern that worked with me and made my work easier to perfom, that was interesting, then towards the evening God deposited an idea of how to hand over which i used and would be using now. Telling stories to hand over, it would even build my communication skills the more. Nurse ogi saw me and pelumi And didn't want us to talk but requested that she goes back to her duty. That was very bad, so immature and didn't make any sense. Are we kids that I can't talk to my colleagues, it's just funny and they can be going out and gisting as they like. The way some people behave and she does nothing in the ward just going up and down while collecting money that's why people are not close to her and prefer nurse osunjimi

Camp was fun, I got my blessing and God is good. It's funny how church don't care about other people and are only self centered and worried about people only coming to their church, what kind of doctrine are we then teaching people, I might not go to peculiar church again because they gave me a wrong impression. 

 Over a month been in this fucking shiiiit. Now I had a dream of making posts and talking about my experiences at work including tales and stories told to me my patients and relatives. So here's my episode one. I can remember his name very clearly, Kokumo Fatai, he came in with a case of ptb but he came alone no one to support and stand by him, no relative to help him when in need or to perform his daily activities as he was dejected and lonely, he had to seek help from other patients, relatives and health care workers to help him either to buy drugs or help him get something, he explained to me that he has two wives but only one is alive or with another man I don't remember but the other one had to tell his daughter that is both their daughter to leave him in the hospital and never to return back but they later returned the mom and dad I guess after much persuasion from family members. His sister also left him because of money issues between them thinking he is suspecting her ...