My thoughts and writings

Writing this as I am sitting down at the nurses station during my night duty after being less busy at around 10:50pm. Then i remembered my baby that's why I have to check in with you. Today has been such an eventful, memorable and wonderful day. After my night I relapsed back to my home and met my sister at home and watched some YouTube videos before I got my miracle. I feel so good and so free for the first time in a long while and I give all thanks back to God for this. I went with my sister to fix her some that wasn't working and came back home to a good nap and woke up around 3pm, my mom arrived already, ate and my dad arrived and met me eating before i started getting ready to come to work. Coming to work I took a bike and he avoided the normal route we do pass because he was worried about the boys that do waylay on the road and it was much longer than the normal route filled with lot of experience that I had to give Baba couple more bucks to compensate him, met mummy Ayom...

Today was good so so good. First it started with going out to the bank with my sister and getting my bank statement for my dad and coming back home to unlimited joy and breakthrough with divine mercy. I have received my miracle and there's nothing anybody can do about it. I was shaky in the first hours of the morning when I went to the bank got back home and my phone was misbehaving but decided to put it down for a while watched tv with my sister and our dog was moving mad lol but towards the end especially after my sleep when I heard my dad shouting about the toilet flusher did I wake up then and towards the night after eating my dinner and resorting back to my room did I get the encounter and the revelation of my breakthrough and I thought to put this in writing because I have seen that I have to develop my writing skills 

 Been a while here, I'm excited to be back here telling you how I have been and how I have been looking out for myself. It started yesterday when my dad told me to fast till 3 pm yesterday that he had a dream, it was tough fasting for some hours like I have never done it before which I have for hours on and on. I think it was just a long time since I last did it and eating a lot at home as made me lazy to fast, fast forward I fasted till about 3 pm then came back home to eat, so at around 11 he shows up at my room asking me if I was sick or anything and I told him some of the symptoms I have been feeling for a while and he said that was the same reason he asked me to fast. He then encouraged me to go buy drugs the next morning which I did. Fast forward to today I enjoyed my sleep a whole lot, having not to wake up at 5am to get ready for work and just sleep till around 8am in the morning was just all form of great. I got ready by 10 am to go out and I went to get my drugs at a phar...

 So today happened so fast, it's actually 11:13pm and am still up not feeling sleepy even without sleeping during the afternoon. My day started with me being lazy during the first half of the day, I got up from my bed for prayers and crash landed back on my bed after the prayers. Then my dad told me that I had to go to church on a must, that I should find a way to make attendance at the church beside us. My sister however wanted somewhere much more spirit filled and she suggested that we go to another parish called peculiar, prior to the morning we had that discussion the night before. I succumbed to her appeal to go to peculiar and we had to walk our way down to the parish that took us about 30mins to get there. On arriving at the church seeing that it was first Sunday the church auditorium was filled and we had to go sit down upstairs not until we were called for first timers did we go downstairs and sit down. During the service I had an encounter with God on a request of mine an...

Wow today was blessed. From the moment my mum anointed me to getting home from my first day working at Lantoro Hospital ready to read my book, i feel blessed. Blessed to have a prayerful mother, blessed to have a firm but supportive father, blessed to have awesome siblings and blessed to have me. I would start from during the night when a black ant bit me during sleep and with that nerve wrecking pain I woke up furious and with that energy and pain I looked for the black ant and ended it's existence. Then I experienced something in my dream that wanted to take a toll on me and try to spoil my day but it was averted by my mum anointing me on the first day at work and I don't take that for granted. I got to work pretty early today as I was the first among the selected candidates to be at work as I was the last that came for the interview. I met with the DDNS and we had our very first assembly where we worshipped in the Catholic way and that was the first time I met Pelumi, but on...

 Today Wednesday the 1st of May, a new month. I was too lazy to write about my day yesterday but am back here today. Yes I know the future is bright and I know God is intentionally planning and ordering my steps, yes I have that belief but at the same time I can't help but be anxious and worried about tomorrow well am human I guess. Thinking about when it would take me to travel out of the country just like my friends, thinking of the exams and preparations I would be writing to travel out, as much as I dislike thorough preparations. My sister told me my stomach is getting bigger by the day funny because that was exactly my plan to eat a lot and home and gain some weight that I lost during my service year in Calabar but at the same time I need to tone down on eating much. I also remembered about how I learnt about seduction, it started when I thought I was good with woman, always making them laugh and getting what I wanted them so I thought not until I had my first two heartbreaks ...