Been a while here, I'm excited to be back here telling you how I have been and how I have been looking out for myself. It started yesterday when my dad told me to fast till 3 pm yesterday that he had a dream, it was tough fasting for some hours like I have never done it before which I have for hours on and on. I think it was just a long time since I last did it and eating a lot at home as made me lazy to fast, fast forward I fasted till about 3 pm then came back home to eat, so at around 11 he shows up at my room asking me if I was sick or anything and I told him some of the symptoms I have been feeling for a while and he said that was the same reason he asked me to fast. He then encouraged me to go buy drugs the next morning which I did. Fast forward to today I enjoyed my sleep a whole lot, having not to wake up at 5am to get ready for work and just sleep till around 8am in the morning was just all form of great. I got ready by 10 am to go out and I went to get my drugs at a pharmacy I know and also submitted my application at an hospital close by where I don't think I can work because the working condition which I perceived there was a no go for me. I prefer Lantoro where we have more senior women that can show us how to really do this and how the working environment is supposed to be. I got back home and fast forward to when my sister got back from school I helped her with her mathematics assignment which I enjoyed doing going back to mathematics a subject I loved while in school and won awards for. Writing this I remember winning awards for competition and being a bright student but the devil wants to sow a seed of laziness and not actualizing my fullest potential because I know I have what it takes. I gisted with my dad and my mom.