My thoughts and writings

 Chess showed me the importance of belief and belief system. Now I want to focus more on my beliefs that only serve my higher purpose. I beat Adebayo in a game of chess we played approximately 8 games from last night to this morning and I never lost a game. In my game of chess I should also focus more on my plan backfiring on me and me not looking well before I leap. That should also tell you something about the way you handle life. 

 The strategy didn't work, now trying another one. I went to State to collect my appointment letter, met Anako. God has a way of planning my life. Soda has a bad effect on teeth, now my teeth is paining me and giving me aches. 

I found a way of trading again, used it before but haven't paid attention to it, so am trying it out to see how it works. Then I worked with ksb and it went well, slowly my gym is paying off and giving me a little bit of confidence, I would keep doing it. Everyday we keep getting better

 I returned back to my former way of trading. Trading using liquidity, now want to add daily highs to it. 

 I made a bold step by sending an apology text to my ex. This came from realization that I didn't handle things well between us in Calabar and also my experience with my new girl in Abeokuta here really showed me a lot about the matter of the heart. I got insecure when David got back because she was with him before she became with me, so him coming back got me insecure as to she going back to him even though she isn't fully mine yet to start with. But she then explained to me that I was mixing things up, and I should stop assuming. I also had a dream in the dream I could see her telling me she did nothing to wrong me and what I thought was right was wrong. I chose to believe her because of my dream. I think she is invested in me, who knows I might be wrong. Church service yesterday was good. Peculiar church is becoming a church that I really enjoy. I go there to dance to my God not for myself but for God. Then Pastor Selman talked about the compulsion of messages and the power ...

 Unburdening 101 I thank God for my life actually I thank God for my life. Because he giveth wisdom and understanding to the one who seeks him, he reveals himself to the one who finds him. Thank God today's interview didn't take much them even though I had to go back to check on Mrs Olajide but it went well by God's grace. I know I am making progress in relating with other men and also in my social experiences. Yes I am making progress. But my Dad, I love that man so much that's all I have to say, that I love him. 

It's been a long time here. A very long time at that. I would say life has been the same way, not much as change since the last time we spoke. But still very much pursuing my goals taking it one step at a time. The fear of getting infected seems to have left me as i did it a work with a colleague and didn't use protective measures, but i didn't use it because it wasn't our first time and she seemed like a decent lady. I have had one interview with State and it went well. Now I have another interview with federal aro hospital, I hope God helps me. But I have to prepare very well for it. Ministry work seems to me like work for lazy people, just sitting in an office, I don't think that's the kind of life I want, either teaching. I want to be travelling around the world making friends, meeting new people, exploring the world. Maybe I should start a YouTube channel like Shank. But ministry work can also help your political life. I have seen myself in the helms of gov...