I made a bold step by sending an apology text to my ex. This came from realization that I didn't handle things well between us in Calabar and also my experience with my new girl in Abeokuta here really showed me a lot about the matter of the heart. I got insecure when David got back because she was with him before she became with me, so him coming back got me insecure as to she going back to him even though she isn't fully mine yet to start with. But she then explained to me that I was mixing things up, and I should stop assuming. I also had a dream in the dream I could see her telling me she did nothing to wrong me and what I thought was right was wrong. I chose to believe her because of my dream. I think she is invested in me, who knows I might be wrong. Church service yesterday was good. Peculiar church is becoming a church that I really enjoy. I go there to dance to my God not for myself but for God. Then Pastor Selman talked about the compulsion of messages and the power message carries make me remember when I went to our family church and I was compelled to come forward.
Been almost a month since I was here. But right now I want to dedicate myself to at least 10minutes a day of this, coming here to talk about random things. But today I want to talk about where I get my inspirations from, one of where I get my inspirations from is the church. I feel liberated and free, feel like God is finally showing his mercies on me and setting me on the right path to destiny. I have never lacked anything really, throughout my life everybody I have come in contact with as taught me something about myself. We really do need people. It's people that God would use to show us the light. Me and Chibueze our lives compliment each other, I pray I never lose the right people meant for me AMENNN.
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