I made a bold step by sending an apology text to my ex. This came from realization that I didn't handle things well between us in Calabar and also my experience with my new girl in Abeokuta here really showed me a lot about the matter of the heart. I got insecure when David got back because she was with him before she became with me, so him coming back got me insecure as to she going back to him even though she isn't fully mine yet to start with. But she then explained to me that I was mixing things up, and I should stop assuming. I also had a dream in the dream I could see her telling me she did nothing to wrong me and what I thought was right was wrong. I chose to believe her because of my dream. I think she is invested in me, who knows I might be wrong. Church service yesterday was good. Peculiar church is becoming a church that I really enjoy. I go there to dance to my God not for myself but for God. Then Pastor Selman talked about the compulsion of messages and the power message carries make me remember when I went to our family church and I was compelled to come forward.