Today Wednesday the 1st of May, a new month. I was too lazy to write about my day yesterday but am back here today. Yes I know the future is bright and I know God is intentionally planning and ordering my steps, yes I have that belief but at the same time I can't help but be anxious and worried about tomorrow well am human I guess. Thinking about when it would take me to travel out of the country just like my friends, thinking of the exams and preparations I would be writing to travel out, as much as I dislike thorough preparations. My sister told me my stomach is getting bigger by the day funny because that was exactly my plan to eat a lot and home and gain some weight that I lost during my service year in Calabar but at the same time I need to tone down on eating much. I also remembered about how I learnt about seduction, it started when I thought I was good with woman, always making them laugh and getting what I wanted them so I thought not until I had my first two heartbreaks then I began consuming content online about female nature and seduction, looking back that single act and that skills have been of tremendous value and benefit to me down the line. The benefit i benefited and I still have the skill as well. I think I learn better watching videos than reading books, Myron Golden also said he loves audio books than visual books but I have to also give time for reading and to develop my reading skills, just as I am developing my writing skills, all these to improve the creative part of my brain. Yeees I also remembered today that I delved into a realm that exposed male nature to me, I think I have been digging into that since yesterday and seeing incredible results. There are two categories of men, fine men and ugly men or let me say not so fine men, I feel fine men tend to move in groups and ugly tend to move in groups, this is still a theory am testing. Okay I also remembered when I wanted to let go of my seduction skills how foolish could that be not until God revealed it to me I can keep it and still develop other skills and I got a confirmation of that word from victory church. Now this year I want to learn about charisma, branding, communication and the art of story telling. Me and my dad connected today and he is doing well in his trading I am really praying he gets it right because getting it right would mean that he would take care of the family. I need to sit down to learn that skills from him so someone else could also have the skills. Tomorrow I resume work in Lantoro, hopeful and willing to see how it goes.